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Welcome To My Sexual Awakening

I Once Was Blind, But Now I See

Welcome to my first post.
Welcome to my sexual awakening.

For those who’ve followed my career, it may be strange to consider that someone like me — a sex worker — might pursue a “sexual awakening.”

What kind of sexual awakening could a cam girl / used panty seller need? And why has it taken 16 years to get here?

To answer those questions and to lay a framework for the future of this blog, I am working on a series of deeply personal posts. This series will be part confession, part catharsis, and 100% unspoken until now. Even my deepest, most intimate fans (some who’ve been with me from the beginning) know nothing about what I’ll be discussing.

This journey has been intensely freeing for me.  It has given me new life and more love for humanity than I ever imagined possible.  It has transformed my worldview and fostered an intense desire to spread light and happiness to everyone I meet.

I’m thrilled (and a bit nervous) to document my journey. But my sincerest hope is that my experience will encourage and inspire others toward positivity, love, kindness… and mind-blowing orgasms.

Stay tuned.  The five-part series is coming soon.

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    • Marco! What a blast to have you at my Birthday Bash last night. I really appreciate that you stepped up and introduced yourself. It was a pleasure to meet you, and I’ll be excited to see you next time.


  1. Amy, we all spend much of our lives blind. Once we are able to see we discover that the world is different because we have changed. I am happy for you that you have had an awakening and I hope it is not only sexual but involves all of you.

    I have always liked this quote.

    “Once the soul awakens, the search begins and you can never go back. From then on, you are inflamed with a special longing that will never again let you linger in the lowlands of complacency and partial fulfillment. The eternal makes you urgent. You are loath to let compromise or the threat of danger hold you back from striving toward the summit of fulfillment.”

    ― John O’Donohue, Anam Cara: A Book of Celtic Wisdom

    • Albert!

      Thank you for such a thoughtful comment. Wiser words are rarely spoken. And yes… All of me… ALL!


  2. We are the sum of our parts. Since i first met you, you have been adding parts and striving, self-educating, creating, adapting, and overcoming in a constant effort to improve something already very, very good. That you have rearranged the parts and found peace and happiness is gratifying to me, but not surprising to me. I look forward to your future posts. You are nothing if not impressive and endearing for your efforts towards perfection. You are an inspiration.

    • You are far too kind, Doug. But I thank you for the sweet words.

      We are all on an improbable, miraculous journey through this life… A journey that is more precious than most of us understand or contemplate. My eyes (and heart) are open like never before, and I could not be more grateful.


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